DREAM​-​WAKE

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1.
03:22
the second that I heard you love I saw all kinds of colors red and blue and green I was in a dream she was calling out the autumn and I know that I had to see what it was all about our feet were hanging off that stage and she chronicled it well but she forgot all about the part when I fell not literally but metaphysically oh past and present tense oh I do not want this to ever end so hold me like you love me like you'll always want me lets jump lets jump the second that I heard you love you conquered all my fears you realigned my innocence and accessed all my tears you showed me a world id never known so please don't you go just hold me like you love me like you'll always want me lets jump up lets jump up lets jump into a life together lets run into the sun forever lets know all that is unknown cus when they get too bright they burn out baby our light could burn dark out when they get too bright they burn out our light could burn dark out
2.
04:52
Do you remember when You were a child Everything was perfect then But we grew up We slipped away Stopped holding on To memories Of brighter days Of different ways To keep ourselves Entertained I could read a book Yea I could focus then Remember when You were my friend Every time I think of you it hurts so bad I cry Why did we give up Do you remember when I met you where I'd be left Standing there All alone Begging please Say you'll never Ever leave But I got lost So full of shame You had my heart you ran away I don"t blame you These memories They're better than Never having None of them Still every time I think of you it hurts so bad I cry Why did we give up I don't understand Why you had to go But it was so Nice to know ya Please don't believe The mean things I said Cus' I never meant None of them I was in a rage It was out of pain I always thought we'd get engaged But everything has been destroyed From trying to fill that void Please forgive me cus What is love If it don't hurt sometimes We'll never find Another yours and mine again Why did we give up
3.
There is nothing here This means nothing to me not a single memory I’m so confused Its been too long since I have felt a thing I’ve been living in misery Are you kidding me Please, Please don’t tell me that You couldnt be serious My trust and My confidence will forever be deceiving me you really sure that you really wanna say that still not too late for you to take it back She should be trying to take it back She’s not trying to take it back Please take it back is there anything i can say to you to make you more attracted to me again I don't think so did we give up on what we never had were we ever in love no not at all Do you really need to tell me that why twist the knife that's in my back I feel betrayed so why attack all our memories are feeding back ive never been so desperate for affection im begging and pleading for meaningless connection but never sunk so low its sad you're the only one I had I feel so bad I’m so proud of you you are starting to finally accept its over huh what huh You can finally get a chance to be like me hysterical happy you're making me sick youre my family i will always be your friend know how you much were loved please don't talk like that i wish you the best if you come to my house i will have to take action no Please Please don’t tell me that i won’t believe none of it what did i ever do to you to make yourself so scared of me went one time knocking at your door cut clean through me with your sword was only trying to get you back but I walked into a trap don’t want you back please please don’t tell me that youre not alone and its an act he’s whining you, dining you he’s whispering, kissing you It’s everything that you ever could’ve wanted without the foundation that we started from at least its mine thats been torn apart i know you couldnt have handled the hurt Unguarded Heart
4.
01:40
5.
03:17
i’m looking for tears in your eyes but i cant find them i never thought you could be so cold can you comprehend the pain of this heartbreaking she says one day she will know but til then she’s happy she don’t need me anymore she don’t want to be my friend she used to pray for it to end its been a long time since she's felt a thing she was just hanging on til she was strong enough to say i don’t want nothing to do i don’t want nothing to do with you i’ve never been so let down should've known she was all about letting go i never heard such a sound no one better than her and no one more bitter than me now as i fall to the ground and cry to Jesus for her to come back around and forgive the things she can’t forgive I’m sorry i never wanted nothing more i only wanna be your friend and i know that its worth fighting for its been a long time but i know that i can change have a little faith in me girl i believe our love could be the same but she dont want nothing to do she dont want nothing to do with you
6.
01:38
close your eyes you're not alone I'm the still small voice in your soul don't you know you are loved somewhere come on home
7.
05:41
a flower for you dreaming of your sweet return you are so beautiful my heart won’t quit this burn I’ve been begging you to turn yourself around and walk back up to me but theres another lover now and though it hurts though it doesn’t mean a thing every sword I’ve faced to say this the sharper the sting its not denial its not an ordinary pain it feels like fate is sealing up it feels like the end of the world One day love will wash our sins away I would die just to make you happy love will never fade i’ll be dreaming of the day you make your sweet return a flower for you your heart is like a childs so delicate its flowing colors wild so innocent good is all she knows she’s a fountain of joy im a thorn and she’s the rose though it hurts though it feels like death these tears that crash below me echo of the nothing left as the ground splits in two lord i wait for you One day love will wash our sins away I would die just to make you happy love will never fade i’ll be dreaming of the day you make your sweet return Holding on is so hard to do i know we can if we choose to not make excuses holding on is so hard to do i know we can make it through if we choose to tell the truth if loves like the sand through our hands on the shore we should just get some more Awaiting your sweet return
8.
02:18
9.
my heart is breaking over and over again maybe one day you will love me again til then i’m biting my tongue choking back tears arrow in back like boromir scars in my soul from seeds that i sew i’ll never know the pain that you hold in your heart i start to understand mother tries to do her best regrets ever leaving the past but God he is good he makes a way stop looking for answers and start asking questions like why are these people all chasing their feelings is something reeling their hearts into hell my heart is breaking over and over again maybe one day you will love me again til then so many tears when i hear your name crippling its sickening you had it so rough theres no one tougher than you baby, love is long-suffering a stupid wish for cupids trick baby, love in the arms of a fallen angel
10.
01:29
11.
05:21
she shut the shades to the window of her soul and I'm wondering what happened she cut me out of her movie she's been sleeping with a day dream throw it all away for a feeling funny how its tugging at your heart then disappearing im begging you don't take the bait it looks so good but it tempts your fate the fog that's in your eye was once in mine im begging you cus we'll regret the way we left the day we met behind like dreams and memories rewind my angel I love you don't fight it I know that you loved me too oh no don't you bite it I know that you want to she shuts the shades to the moonlight of my life and im singing in the darkness I know that you don't believe me but try every single evil in me died for you you know that I only want to love you more than anyone has ever dared to try im begging you don't take the bait it looks so good but it tempts your fate the fog that's in your eye was once in mine im begging you cus we'll regret the way we left the day we met behind like dreams and memories rewind my angel I love you don't fight it I know that you loved me too oh no don't you bite it I know that you want to
12.
03:15
we were walking through the forest we were dreaming by the water making memories melodies please remember me hand in hand and heart in heart the bond was inseperable the future was inevitable i'll never forget her i will never regret her i'll take only the best and leave all the rest behind nobody else but you theres still nobody else but you theres still nobody else but you theres still nobody else but you look deep into the eyes of your lover tell me if you ever discover another melody thats worth marrying a burden worth carrying a moment worth watching our memories shattering i'll never forget her i will never resent her though i'm broken and bruised and feel like i'm used i'm alive nobody else but you there''s still nobody else but you why's there nobody else but you how's there nobody else but you
13.
04:52
they want to hide the other side of it they feel the need to lie to make you feel better do you feel better no i don’t i want but i won’t i want to shake my bed i said our love is dead just let this be the end i don’t you want but you won’t i can only shake my head you said our love is dead just let this be the end oh no Keiko I want to try to make it right with you I feel the need to try To make you feel better Do you feel better no i don’t i want but i won’t i want to shake my bed i said our love is dead just let this be the end i don’t you want but you won’t i can only shake my head you said our love is dead just let this be the end oh no Keiko
14.
03:41
i understand if you cannot forgive me i cry over my broken heart but you know real pain go, darling ill be waiting here praying for forgiveness trying to see it clear you’re free as a bird now running towards the light and out of these arms that love her i lost myself thats not who i am if i ever caused you pain and it stained our past I’m so sorry go, darling ill be waiting here praying for forgiveness trying to see it clear you’re free as a bird now running towards the light and out of these arms that love her i’ll always love her
15.
04:15
wake up from this dream its so strange its the same scene with a new cast of characters the past is hanging on a thread your love for me is dead resuscitate cus its getting so late and I’m tired I’m so tired and this fire in my chest from all this unrest is killing me Lord, deliver me from my heart Wake up why trade this dream shattering these red blue and green memories for a deep bruised reality you’ve got a friend in me why can’t you see how much i need you love is faithful and fair hear my weary heart if you want it its yours don’t you pick it apart Dream-Wake and we’re talking in melody love leaves no casualty the second that i heard you love i was in a fantasy i saw all kinds of colors red and blue and green and i was in a dream i’d sacrifice them all for you and you’re taking a walk under a sea of stormy skies where you bargain with your mind dreaming while i cry love is faithful and fair hear my weary heart if you want it its yours don’t you pick it apart Dream-Wake
16.
05:10
dwell on the good times that tear me apart they’re painted in rage your world is a stage where you cry and you plead and you feel the need to steal their sympathy Well no one is looking and no one is listening nearly as hard as i did my family is bitter but they’re better than that you snuck in and crawled out of their womb dont you forget who was there for you if you come running back i could never break your heart i will forgive you and i will forget what you tore apart and what I was left to piece together we should be together well you know I’m a sinner the singer of this song is not a saint I’m sorry for being a part of your life and for staining your melody waves one day when youre older and emotion runs colder should the ocean swallow you whole and youre splashing in the sadness thrashing in the madness feel free to cry for my soul dont you forget who was there for you if you come running back i could never break your heart i will forgive you and i will forget what you tore apart and what I was left to piece together we should be together dont know why i defend you i could never condemn you cus you’ve got the dirt and you’ve got a lot of it thats between me and you and God maybe this is him teaching us love think of my face when you think of that feeling let leaving fill you with pain to spark the strength to endure know your future is for the ones that need you dont you forget who was there for you if you come running back i could never break your heart i will forgive you and i will forget what you tore apart and what I was left to piece together we should be together
17.
06:18
I dont wana know Why we gotta go Away from each other Maybe God has a better plan Has a better man for you Baby Dont say a word Dont speak a lie Dont harden your heart The small voice inside Whispers the truth Tells you what to do You can decide If it lives or it dies Your heart is out of my hands You can't force what it is that true love demands I still believe that we were made for each other A sparrow and a cardinal Singing together The sorrow of no more tomorrows Flutter Flutter your heart If you gotta go You probably should know That you're always with me Honey I'll never let it go The memory is so Much brighter than the End of the road The end of the song In love for so long Our love was so strong I'm dying to know If you think about me and my family I thought we were so happy Your heart is out of my hands You can't force what it is that true love demands I still believe we were made for each other A sparrow and a cardinal Singing together The sorrow of no more tomorrows Flutter Flutter your heart
18.
03:36
19.
05:29
It's just so easy To play the game If I act on this violence I feel the shame  This is the monster That tears me apart  Bet I could take him Like he took your Heartstrings I've done wrong things  I wont feed hate Though I'm dead weight As your dream wake Makes the waves break As your ship sets sail So on to the next one  They say love comes around When you least expect it  Well I guess that's right now  But I am so broken Cus' my whispering wounds They Keep repeating That it's still too soon for Heartstrings I've done wrong things  I wont feed hate Though I'm dead weight As your dream wake Makes the waves break As your ship sets sail Don’t say you loved me  And wish me the best  you just killed me forever  As you net me with a threat  It is delusion  It is defeat To ruthlessly sever The love for you from me Heartstrings  I've done wrong things  I wont feed hate Though I’m dead weight As your dream wake Makes the waves break As your ship sets sail
20.
01:02
21.
03:56
22.
05:28
Sky is so blue The grass is so green The sun shines brightly upon me Im walking the dog Shes sniffing the piss My mom mom Is in an ambulance Know that theres another world None of us will have to stay Dont believe the things they say To be afraid of If you ever slide away Fall down on your knees and pray Kiss the dirt because its what you're made of He's breathing life into the lungs We're tearing lives down with our tongues And our fists the gifts that cant exist without Jesus We are so complex We are so in debt I'm not shit Without a savior Down into the lake we go Eternally alone Falling into flame Endless summer If you really don't believe Take a look at what you need Wonder if you'd ever tell your mother The girl I love found another one She broke my heart like it was fun She says restraining order So I said okie dokie I never wanted any of this from you I only wanted one last kiss from you I would only ever tell you how much I truly miss you Know that it's so hard to stop Thinking of all that we lost Wondering if the pain was worth the cost Though you're living miles away And You've succesfuly silenced me The melodies of memories linger Lord, kill the darkness in my heart It tears relationships apart I wonder why I'm not in the mud It's a testament to your love You're always pull me through As my enemies are foaming to Take me out for the stuff I do I love you so much Don't you ever choose to hate Don't you ever throw away The innocence of youth is like an anchor To keep you faithful in the way to go Reflect the tantrums that you used to throw To keep you from acting out of anger Nothing left to say I'm moving on This world one day will all be gone The words that left my lips They sunk our friendship Nothing I can say to change your heart Nothing I can say to make you love me again Sorry for the things I said It hurts to see the end If you find it in your heart To give the one you loved another start I'll come running back like a dog But if you wana make yourself believe That all thats left there is what made us leave I wish you heaven
23.
04:41
the source of my strength you see me through my heartbreak dont you worry about me ill be fine flying through the sky i wonder will they ever need your love like i do you wash my hands of the shame the pain falls off blessed beyond anything i deserved nothing heres forever i never would forget her i wonder will they ever need your love like i do i choose to dream of sweet return one day the flame will burn again evaporating all the tears we cried the lies that grow inside cant hide no more here comes the redeemer of every decision every collision of all collusion heap the coals upon the heads of the living dead new bodies for the broken the serpent is smoking in the fire i wonder will they ever need your love like i do
24.
01:24

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released April 27, 2019

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